simply me

2006-05-27T05:26:00.000-07:00

hie! today was a very long day.. cut mua hair.. so damn short lahs.. i mean from the back.. den the side got a few is long de.. so rather unique.. hahas.. buden i find it damn wierd lahs! hahas.. wonder wad friends are all gonna sae when they see mii!! hmm.. *wonders*.. we went tuu cathay today.. still so mani shops nort open lor.. hyas.. buden addidas open liao.. quite big lor.. hahas.. den we go long john silvers eat.. den wad i order was quite nice lor.. like it alot.. hahas.. den we watched OVER THE HEDGE.. so nice!! ahh.. so funny lor "I CAN BURP MUA ABC.. A.. B.. C.." hahas.. den xuee yii keep laughing non stop lor.. hahas.. den we called up everyone tuu ask if we can go their house play MAHJONG! hahas.. den they all either parents at home if nort go the bitch party.. walau.. she damn wad sia.. so wad if its ur class party?! euu tink euu so big arhs? sae others dun wan us tuu go if euu dun wan de lor! sae lahs! scared arhs? fuck euu lahs! chibai! dun go dun go lahs! who wanna go ur sickenin party? guys go caux they wanna see wilson fuck euu lor! tink people really wanna go?! i hate euu lor! aniwae.. had lots of fun.. todae! thx gals! lurb euu 2! muacks!

2006-05-26T06:21:00.000-07:00

hi3! todae so sian sia.. din came home untill nite.. so mani things happen and took place lor.. still keep seeing him.. todae got use ur hand campaign.. early in the morning.. when the sun is half way cuming out, principal MR ONG read out loud suggestion when all the students of pasir ris crest is still half asleep.. hahas.. walau.. so sian sia.. almost falling asleep.. den they keep shhhhh.. why wanna go toilet arhs? hahas.. den the FEDEX keep wearing he's ear stud.. hahas.. dun think its real.. aniwae.. winnie cried after recess.. caux of her klass.. tats wad she onli told mii.. guess its about IPW bahs.. hahas..den she keep crying.. hyas.. my triplet cry leh.. PE i played captains ball wif a few girlfriends and 2/7 peep.. brenda wasnt happy after we played.. caux of some matters.. den walau.. they play can play untill so violent lor.. den they use the ball smack mii so mani damn times lor.. now my specs gort scratch lor.. den after school 4 plus we gort PTM lor.. den so sway lahs.. first step into the school den is dickson neo?! wadde *TOOT*!! i dunno wad i owe him.. during use ur hands campaign he keep cumin tuu comment tis and tat lor.. den i shouted "SHUT UP LAHS!" den almost everyone look at mii lor.. hahas.. and den xuee yii tell mii something about someone who is so bitch lahs! walau.. den im like so freaking angriee wif tat person lor.. hyas.. why i so sway.. he was jux sitting somewhere beside mii when in the hall lor.. ahhh.. jux a safiah between us lor.. den we kinda look at each other in some way lor.. hahas.. i tink so bahs..i dun deny i was looking at him.. i also dun deny i still have feelings for hym.. i guess i jux wanna hym tuu be happy bahs.. im jux feeling vexed.. will anione understand mii? *wonder*

2006-05-25T05:15:00.000-07:00

hi3! todae is such a sad and tiring day.. hyas.. why mux everyone be so angriee jux for ONE guy? i noe so mani gals in our class like hym lahs.. buden gals.. mux euu all really go tuu the extend where euu have tuu fight and scream at each other, jux for hym? i really feel like breaking down when euu people are fighting with each other.. euu two are my darlings lor.. i really cannot bear tuu see euu two shouting at each other.. talking at each others back!! hyas.. den ade also cry caux of something which i am nort so sure also lahs!! den actually i was angri wif her at furx caux she say we copy their idea den she angry wif us lor.. den brenda also cum sae tat we copy their idea den i was almost goin tuu cry lor.. hyas.. today i veri irritated and veri fan.. i still cannot forget about him!! how?? i forget le.. buden its like bumpin into him and seeing him is a cannot change thing lor.. everyone sae its fate buden i dun tink so.. if its fate we wun break.. hyas.. gort rumours tat he like swee hwee lor.. hyas.. den xy cum tell mii wad he sae yesterday lor.. den mii tink even more!! ahhhhh!! i wanna get a brain wash so tat everything can start new and i can forget about mua past!! tis week is jux nort my week!! agh! tmr PTM.. wonder wad will happen.. hyas..

2006-05-23T04:45:00.000-07:00

hi3! todae was a damn busy and tiring day.. try tuu sleep in class when teacher was nort havin lesson.. still tinkin if i should go cut my hair tis sat.. so tat i no need tuu tie lor.. hahas.. jux clip hao liao.. actually todae wanted tuu set up the song dedication booth liao.. den fucking ms ong cum in sae we cannot do cip caux IPW haven do finish! walau!! she so sicko lah!we dun do finish also can let us do CIP den do IPW during her lesson and Mahathir lesson mahs..! den make untill we keep delaying lor.. hyas.. i really dun understand sia..! den watched some stupid "energy" movie.. sian sia.. den mii and val so sian dun wanna watch so we go toilet lor.. hahas.. malays sold everything i guess today.. hahas.. so happy for them.. earn quite alot bahs.. hahas.. den gort 2/1 performance todae.. hahas.. so nan ting lahs.. they are shouting all the way.. hyas.. den gort rehearsal for speech day.. so tiring lor.. sian sia.. came home den quickly sit down.. tmr still mux bring uniform lor.. hyas.. i veri KU MING arhs!! =((

2006-05-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

hie.. haven been usin the com fer so 4 days.. i feel so damn bored and nothing tuu do when i cant use the damn com.. its like life is so meaningless.. i dun have anithin tuu do without it.. i am left wif nothin tuu do.. all i can do is study,eat and sleep.. everyone called mii at the times tat we dun tink is late.. but guess wad.. i will be asleep by den.. hyas.. so mani things happen jux in 4 days.. its like wah!! got back exam results and cried like hell.. when maths paper was returned, lat was like crushing her paper.. and den she cried.. when i got back mine,i was actually okie.. but when 2nd paper got in hand, ms ong said "jux a lil bit more" and i went back tuu my sit and i cried! saff asked mii fer my mark.. din tell her caux i was crying.. den she also cry.. walau.. its like 3 of us fail.. prob due tuu our sits.. aniwae.. caux we sit at the back and end of the class.. teachers always pick on us.. hahas.. yesterday got class "perfume bomb competition" hahas.. nort really.. but rizal,taufiq and brendon bought perfume.. (adidas brand).. walau.. it stink up the whole damn class lahs.. we were like "stop spraying!! the class is stinking!!" but dey dun give a damn.. din have class fer the first 4 periods.. teachers got some meeting fer such damn long time.. hahas.. den i was pissed off by someone who actually..(wanna noe cum ask mii)..i was really pissed off by her.. dun wanna sae.. later she start tuu shout again.. hyas.. i jux wanna tell her "IF YOU DUN LIKE MII, DUN HAVE TUU GIMME A BLACK FACE! COME AND TELL MII STRAIGHT IN MY FACE CAN?!" people who are close tuu mii will know wad i mean.. i dun wanna sae de.. but i really ren for veri long liao.. i dun like people who like tuu act big with mii.. esp with mii around in my gang..

2006-05-15T05:36:00.000-07:00

hie!! todae was a fun and "cold" day.. hahas.. brenda and eliz should understand bahs.. hahas.. had a veri fun day.. walked tuu eliz house tuu go central and meet brenda fer lunch.. but she took her own sweet time.. and we tot she got knocked down by a car as she called tuu tell us she was at the traffic light.. hahahahaha.. but when i came back buying my food she was there.. we saw amanda,sin wai and swee hwee all from 2/2.. tot they would be wif their guys though.. but they din appear.. hmm.. surprised.. den when we eat finish we went tuu buy bubble tea and take bus go interchange.. and guess wad?! we saw wilson yeo,adrie,bobby,kian ann and a stranger who is so orangie.. hahas.. they were cycling opp the downtown condo.. mii and eliz was like "OMG! DID EUU SEE WHO I SAW??!!" eliz was like "YAH! WALAU.. SO SWAY SIA!".. hyas.. why mux i see hym.. a stranger.. someone who i dun tink i can remember.. but i would tink hard tuu tink who he is.. someone tat makes me sad,cry and now i cant remember who he is.. will anione tell mii? hmm.. aniwae.. we went tuu plaza singapura.. kinda lost our way from douby ghaut.. heehs.. =)) but we went from the opp site..so found our way dere.. hahas.. brenda was apparently pissed off by someone.. shall nort mention.. hahas.. took neoprints and had a verii fun day..=)) and tmr we will be getting back our results!! oh sheesh!! wish 2/3 plenty ofb luck!! i tink we will get into lots of trouble tmr!! =))

2006-05-14T04:25:00.000-07:00

hie.. todae was such a rainy and boring day!! hyas.. im like so sian lahs..went tuu visit mua grandma at the hospital..so sian sia.. must wait untill mua dad's uncle go then we can leave.. caux mux have wad manners.. sian sia.. den went tuu cemetry tuu visit mua auntie.. hahas.. we wanted tuu go home le.. den who noes.. mua grandma,uncle and mother tok about mua great grandmother.. so we decided tuu go find at the catholic cemetry.. couldnt find though.. walk and step the other cemetry of others.. kuz and mii kept saeing sorii!! hahas.. so scary lor.. den its like kuz keep acting gu niang lor.. den we kinda of played.. came home and felt so damn bored.. hyas.. now im so bored again.. waiting tuu tok tuu someone.. wanted tuu go zoo tmr wif mua "gang".. buden caux eliz dun wanna go so sad lor.. den we gotta cancel the trip.. she everytime also like tat.. den we had tuu sacrifice.. hmm.. now we have tuu plan tuu go other place.. *sobs* =((

2006-05-13T05:07:00.000-07:00

hie.. todae was a *rainy* *tiring* day.. hahas.. woke up quite early todae.. caux sis got tuition at some ulu place.. so whole family gotta wake up tuu go fer breakfast.. hyas.. ate gui chap.. sorri if i spell wrong.. hahas.. suddenly stm work up again.. sheesh.. so irritating.. hmm.. went tuu church after i woke up.. today topic is about "true love waits".. hahas.. bet everyone nort from megalife dun understand.. so i guess i wun go further.. but now since i took my "pledge".. i guess i wun be having any relationships till my 19 birthday.. hahas.. its kinda a promise though.. tuu god i mean.. hyas.. today is lax episode of mua dear li xiao yao.. so cannot miss.. i will nort forgive myself if i dun watch.. hahas.. okies.. i dunno wad tuu write.. so guess its till here.. >.<

2006-05-12T05:12:00.000-07:00

hie! hahas.. todae is VESAK day.. hahas.. slept at 1.30 am lor.. hyas.. caux tok tuu ex classmate.. den he also dun wanna sleep.. so we jux tok untill we nothin tuu tok lor.. den i woke up caux of mummy nagging here and dere.. so irritating.. wanna sleep also cannot.. den she go out wifb her friend lor.. den around 12 plus i go tuu xy house.. den go 477 minimart buy mua lunch!! hahas.. aniwae.. me and her lax nite settle everything on the phone le.. so yup! friends again.. hahas.. played mahjong the whole day.. keep winning lor.. shuang! lucky day!! whoohoo! hahas.. den i keep winning $$$$$.. but i give treat lahs after game.. go buy dinner.. ate instant noodles.. i noe its pathetic but i dun have ani choice either.. hahas.. so sian now lor.. hyas.. wanted tuu go find chilli crab.. caux so sian..den she keep ignoring our call!! aghh!! feel like killing her on tuesday!! still wondering if i should go church tmr.. caux mux wear formal lor.. hyas.. jethro also not goin lor.. tat idiot!! *considering*

2006-05-11T20:39:00.000-07:00

hie.. whoohoo!! im sosososososo happy!! EXAM IS FINALLY OVER!! WHOOHOO!! hahas.. i mean like todae caux DNT.. now is the results of everything!! oh gosh!! now im scared!! gotta enjoy while i can.. hmm.. now askin chilli crab fer song.. hahas.. so nice lor.. she very nice lor.. can gimme song.. i ask so many peep all dun have de.. after exam we went tuu downtown fer breakfast..hahas.. almost everyday ate the same thing.. hahas.. walau.. the lollipop machine cheat money de lor.. everytime also cheat our money.. den always ask eliz help mii turn.. she got alien hands.. hahas.. aniwae.. ade was like keep toking when we eating.. saw almost the whole of 2/8 at mac.. hahas.. they gonna sell cake later.. lucky i never order.. if nort still mux go down tuu school at 2pm.. sian lor..den we kept laughing while eating.. hahas.. den when we leaving.. ade was *crying*(like mental peep) no offence though.. den we like shhhhhhhhhh!! hahas.. den everyone was staring @ us lor.. when we walking.. so paiseh!! gonna skip lunch later.. caux nothin tuu eat.. so i gonna sleep thru the night and prob wait fer mum tuu buy dinner back fer mii bahs.. hahas.. wad is so nice about maple?? hmm.. wonder wad ade and bren was tokin when we were at mac.. me and eliz was like catching no ball.. lol.. =))

2006-05-10T04:21:00.000-07:00

hie! hahas.. whoohoo! tmr is the lax paper!! DNT!! aghh!! i hate DNT!! sorry tuu peeps who luv DNT out dere.. im nort good at it.. my project almost half of it is done by mrs tan lor.. hahas.. i even drill also dunno lahs.. i got help from so many people.. hyas.. im lousy lahs.. im beta at home econ.. i dun deny though.. buden some peep is good at DNT some is good at home econ wad.. i mean its a fact.. if someone is good at both den walau.. siao liao!! aniwae.. went tm wif eliz todae.. hahas.. wif our sch uni.. den somemore i have my tie on.. shiok!! whoots!! =)) hahas.. hyas.. caux after breakfast we dunno where tuu go mahs.. dun feel like going home.. den so sad.. mummy cannot go wif us caux her lao bu dun allow.. hyas.. caux still got lax paper.. so sian lor.. hyas.. i dunno wad tuu study lor.. den after mt paper todae.. one siao mrs evoyne(i dunno how tuu spell) came into our class.. surprisingly.. alpha din zhao lahs.. hahas.. den paper he slept thru the whole time.. walau.. den pm also.. he merely wrote a few word.. less den 10.. merely jux "wo bu dong" or "wo bu hui".. i mean tats wad we kinda saw.. hahas.. i tis time really die liao.. sure gonna fail like hell.. hyas.. sad lahs.. tis year no hope and garuntee will beat 2/2.. caux of unwanted peep in our class.. and causin the whole class tuu get influnce.. hyas.. walau.. 2/3 tis year no spirit lor.. all changed so badly lahs.. im so utterly dissapointed lor!! =((

2006-05-09T14:15:00.000-07:00

hie! todae was a very hot day..now is 8 down 2 more tuu go.. whoohoo!! .. went tuu school me and ade keep teasing yixi(sori if spell wrongly).. hahas.. we keep "yixi.. ni de dickson leh?" or "yixi.. orhorh! hahas.. den she keep "dun have lor! why everything also mii de??" hahas.. todae had english and maths paper 2.. hyas.. die liao lahs.. hopefully can pull up lahs.. caux paper 1 already die le.. hopefully tis time will okae bahs.. hmm.. aniwae.. im so bored!! agh. later still mux go dental lor.. sian sia.. tmr chinese no need tuu study.. caux also dunno wad tuu study.. sure very easy de.. onli compre sure very hard de.. wish mii luck again.. walau.. tis year paper so hard lor.. hyas.. why like tat de?? i sure fail de lor.. beta still.. strike off my post.. den i can break all the rules! whoohoo!! i dun wanna be guai kia.. i mean like really listen untill like wad lah.. jux be a normal person can le.. hyas.. i wanna die!! my memories still in my mind.. jux now half way exam.. den the image suddenly cum back.. den my head damn pain.. hyas.. buden now already 3/4 of the memory gone.. hahas.. after dnt paper i will go siao liao.. before get back exam paper and get grounded.. hahas.. and friday tuu mon no school!! additional thursday also no school!! whoohoo!! so shuang!! hahas.. tmr and thursday end early so happy!! =))

2006-05-08T04:42:00.000-07:00

hie.. todae was such a up and down day!! whoohoo!! 6 down 4 more tuu go!! yea!! hahas.. today heard of vanessa breakin up wif ncy.. hmm.. got someone who felt the same as me le.. hahas.. vanessa.. dun worry.. can tok tuu me de.. i noe how euu feel.. i mean totally.. only tat he din have a stead immediately lahs.. hahas.. i mean if he really did i would like cry like siao liao.. hahas.. today go central den so sway saw dickson,wilson,shan huai and some other guys.. hyas.. lucky u never see animore.. and lucky tere gort people block mua view.. if nort i cannot eat lo.. hahas.. i mean if im sittin at eliz place still nort sway lor.. caux she facin the food stall mahs.. mine is can see them de lor.. hyas.. tmr is maths and english paper 2 leh.. scared sia..hyas.. mux do well fer both.. paper 1 is die untill very jia lad sei.. ms wong sae le.. mux do better fer paper 2.. she sae onli ONE person pass lor.. hyas.. so sure nort me de.. caux my eng nort tat power.. wondering who will it be.. hyas.. i damn scared lahs!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! hyas.. pray,pray and more parying would prob help i guess.. aniwae.. wish me luck!! plenty!! =))

2006-05-07T02:11:00.000-07:00

hi3..after so many days of nort usin the com.. im finally happi and overjoyed.. hahas.. buden so many things happen tat i dunno how tuu fit into one.. hmm.. maths paper 1 was terribly diff.. jojo cried as she made alot of mistakes.. i almost cried or maybe tears rolled down my eyes as i din finish alot of ques.. i was stuggling wif so many damn ques.. it was so hard.. and i tink 2/2 is gonna win us as the paper is their teacher set de.. hyas.. science was i tink okae.. generally.. hopefully i will pass lahs.. hahas.. today morning so wulong.. wanted tuu call uncle.. den i go press the wrong num and called a guy name chua teoh guan.. veri cheem rite? wonder how i got he's num?? hahas.. becaux he msg "lol.who are euu?" den i jux said i called a wrong num.. sorry!! den jux like tat we started smsing each other.. hahas.. actually i was kinda shock tat i will sms people i din even met before.. i asked for he's pic but he din wanna gimme.. hahas.. maybe nort now bahs.. tats wad he said.. but its good tuu make some friends.. but some of euu wun take such risk.. as long as euu noe how tuu becarful nothin bad will happen de.. hahas.. its true lahs.. den i jux finish tuition.. yea! tmr is the lax tution i will have for maths! whoohoo!! hmm.. im nort tat prepared fer lit paper.. kinda of scared.. hyas.. eliz sure get 100 de lor.. her CA she got 100.. i guess if it was ms tan who taught me i would have pass lor.. caux as long as i get a teacher who i like i sure will pass no matter wad sub it is.. now i really hate loan shark.. she is like so suck lahs. everyday after ani lesson.. she will come tuu our class fer work.. aniwae.. corrections.. she is far worse den loan shark.. and she even looks like she is taking drugs lahs.. i mean its very obvious isnt it?? hahas..

2006-05-02T00:04:00.000-07:00

hi3..updating tis at eliz house caux com kena virus.. i mean serious!! and i might have tuu wait fer 1 mth tuu get it fix.. aghh.. i cant write much as eliz has tuu go see a doctor.. hmm.. its like im left wif 0 sec.. so till here.. tata!! =))

2006-04-29T21:52:00.000-07:00

hi3..todae went tuu kuzzie house.. and it was my husband birthday.. yea! happy birthday tuu euu.. happie birthday tuu euu.. happy birthday tuu suhailah my dearest husband.. happy birthday tuu euu!! yea!! hahas.. we attended her birthday party at the beach.. kinda boring caux mii,val,brenda and eliz are the onlii chinese.. so odd lor.. den we bought merci fer her.. guess tats wad the malays gals like most.. chocolates!! i luv it too.. yea! aniwae.. eliz still confuse of her luv life.. hmm.. dunno how tuu help as im jux a outsider.. but i've been thru alot.. im still confuse in my world.. tuu him: can euu please let me go? why mux euu do tis tuu me? euu noe i cant let euu go but i will..why mux euu always give me a cold feeling.. i really feel tat euu change.. euu are nort who euu use tuu be.. but i have fallen into tis tuu much.. will euu ever change back tuu who euu use tuu be? i hope euu will.. i always have faith in euu.. but i guess i've lost it on euu.. chim? hahas.. no one will undertstand me.. no one will.. caux they dun go thru tis all.. eliz told me tuu settle all tis after exam.. guess i should listen tuu her bahx.. =))

2006-04-28T21:38:00.000-07:00

hi3.. todae was start of mid-year exam.. which means its paper one.. hmm.. like my blogskin so much.. thx brenda! it actually fit me very well..caux all the euu meant him..val forgive me bahs.. wad tuu do when euu cant forget someone euu really wanna forget.. tats who i am.. im happy but sad.. as always.. but i din wanna bring sadness to others.. i dun wanna be selfish.. i dunno who tuu trust animore.. tuu her: euu are actually backstabbing me.. so wad even euu ask ur good friend tuu tell him nort tuu disturb euu animore.. euu urslef is still flirting lor.. i noe its nort worth angry wif someone like euu as they sae tat euu wanna flirt jux let euu go and flirt.. wad can i do? i dun gave the courage tuu go up tuu and tell euu too stop flirting.. if euu noe i cant let go.. why mux euu do tis tuu me? aniwae.. today we played mahjong.. the lax game before exam starts.. walau.. my chinese compo i die liao lor.. caux i think i wrote wrong den everyone sae can write like tat.. den i din really concentrate lor.. so i will die.. 50 MARKS GONE!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
hyas.. saddie..

2006-04-25T04:46:00.000-07:00

hi3!
today was a kinda tiring and sad day fer mii! went outta house quite late.. but was not later den eliz of course.. hahas.. hyas.. surpose to take geog test todae de buden never caux mrs tan wan me to do after school.. but who knows after school got the wad stupid science exam from some stupid university tat wun be counted in ca of course.. hahas.. den ms ong straight away cum fer mua class 15 people remedial.. but caux untill 5 plus den finish.. so i go find her.. den she sae tmr during class time den she let me do 2 test.. walau.. do untill i siao lor..hahas.. den today also got science test.. lax min revison by mr mahahahahahathir..ok.. guess tats too much hahahaha there.. aniwae.. im sad caux i had enough of them(only some will know).. wad will u do when euu noe and saw ur good friend flirtin with a guy euu really cant forget.. and ur good friend even noe tat euu cant forget tat guy and pity on euu but flirt with him in front of euu.. euu noe tat really suck euu noe tat? i really hate her for doin tat.. i had enough of wad euu have done.. i had been suffering from pains and i have been quiet all along.. but i really cant stand it animore.. euu really suck.. but i dun hab the courage tuu go up tuu euu and sae tuu euu to stop flirting!! pratically euu have changed fer the worse and ur friend have been slidin from euu.. but euu dunno.. caux euu have been negleting her.. who is also my good friend.. hyas.. wad is tis torture euu have given tuu ur friend?? i really hate euu!! for all euu have done!!

2006-04-22T00:48:00.000-07:00

hi3! so long neva update le.. lazy mahs! hyas.. still decidin if i wanna go church todae lor.. its like so many people nort goin lor.. den if i go i tink i will be alone lor.. caux charmaine and sinead also not going.. den i dunno if mabel will sit beside me even if i go.. so hyas.. im so confused!! den yesterday i got inside info tat he like xy lor.. tot i will break down but i din.. so tats a good thing.. hahas! aniwae.. im still in the process of forgettin guys.. haas.. quite a stupid thing tuu hear but well.. im jux tryin tuu state a fact here lor.. tryin tuu find blogskins! ahh.. good friends have been bugging me tuu chaneg blogskins since lax mth.. caux they change le.. but im still in the process of searching high and low fer it! tat dae 18/4/06 i vomited in school.. went tuu see a doc and concluded tat i had gastric virus.. got mc on 19/4/06 but missed sch and geog mock exam.. walau.. heard it was terribly hard.. got tuu take it on 24/4/06.. mrs tan msg me lor.. got a shocked.. den i was like okok.. monday i will go find euu! den she was okae cya den! hyas.. exam cumin i scared like hell lor.. so many things tuu do and prepare.. hardly see anione online these days.. all so guai sia! hahas.. now everyone in class hates pm like hell.. caux of him we the whole of 2/3 changed and became chaotic.. i mean its like totally la! i was so pissed off when i heard tat he hit elton lor.. like spa? wadde hell! not everything can be solve in fighting lor! cum on lah pm euu tink euu 1 year older we scared of euu izit? its not lor! im not scared of euu and i told euu tat before!

2006-04-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

hi3.. today went out whole day.. hahas.. morning sleep untill 9 plus den daddy cum wake me up lor.. hahas.. den we went out fer breakfast.. den fetch me tuu white sands meet mummy and jie.. den we went tuu orchard and shop shop and visit lin xin at her 2 days shop.. hahas.. den i bought my fav bag.. yea!! >.< wanted tuu meet wan lin there also but caux she got so many homework.. so she had tuu go home.. hyas.. yesterday was a bad day.. but it turn out well when i attended church.. i had a fight wif ade and brenda.. caux of project stuff and caux i was very angry and caux i had said a very wrong word.. hyas.. buden now okae liao.. den its like when i went church everyone was like "oh! rebecca!! you came!!" im like "ermm.. ya.. so?" hahas and i cried lahs.. due tuu some stuff!! den so sian tmr mux go back tuu sch.. hyas.. i dun wanna go school!!

2006-04-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

hi3.. hahas.. sori so long neva update again.. have been cumin home late tis few days.. so i din wanna update when im so tired.. sori val!! hahas.. aniwae.. yesterday was speech day.. so fun lahas.. hahas.. me and my siamese twin-FAQIHA!! hahas.. we had so much fun together yesterday.. den we had tuu put cosages on VIPs.. so scary.. my hand keep shaking lor.. hahas.. hyas.. alot of things happen recently.. buden i cant really remember.. so scared.. tuesday class performance le.. wonder wad will happen?? stay tune to PRCS CLASS 2/3 and euu will find out more.. hahas.. udi(i dunno how tuu spell) rawks.. so nerdy lahs.. walau.. tat day rehearsal my class.. we laugh untill we cry lor.. val(congrats on havin him as ur guy).. hahahahahahahas.. okok.. dun angry.. just kiddin!! kinda noe a few of my junior in councillor liao.. i only like the guys and my 1/8 constance yeo and shemaine tang darlings.. hahas.. sumtimes when euu cant tell anione anithing.. its havin another burden.. hyas.. im so confused and lost.. still in the world of my own.. lost and dumb.. wad tuu do?? hyas.. +P(dead)

2006-04-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

hi3.. here tuu update again.. nothin much tuu sae todae.. caux im so damn bored lor.. practically like a pig..hahas.. at least i admit.. hahas.. aniwae.. rushin thru my hw.. and jux got a news from brenda saein tat she will be goin tuu escape next friday wif adriano and clara.. she is kinda siao liao.. caux of tat.. hahas.. and mei tann askin me help her thru a situation now.. hmm.. kinda hard caux she keep saein she cant.. hyas.. tryin tuu "crack" my brain outta it.. hahas.. listen tuu my blog song.. hahas.. i luv it so much lor.. cant stop listening.. so sian.. tis week got speech day.. summore tmr got rehearsal.. den arhs.. mux stay back untill so late lor.. im so tired.. hyas.. jux read ade's blog.. hahas.. kinda funny.. they always tok about hakim.. hyas.. tok about him i also angry.. he always dun wanna help on ipw lor.. walau.. den i always so shen qi-angrie.. hyas.. wad tuu do in a situation when nobody can understand me and listen tuu me leh? im lost in my own world.. who can i trust.. i dunno.. who can help me? no one.. im lost in a world of my own.. no one is there and i am "dead".. im weak.. im gettin tuu do wadeva people sae and asked.. i dun have my life and i am being called upon.. im happy in the outside but weak and unhappy in the inside.. i have nightmares in my world.. i cry, i scream but no one hears mii.. >.<

2006-04-08T18:15:00.000-07:00

hi3.. haven been updating fer a few daes.. so sorri!! my sis din let me use fer a few daes.. so i was so angry i slam everything.. but it still doesnt works.. hahas.. aniwae.. alot of things happen.. we din continue on chap 5 as many people in my class have NCC shooting.. and the next day, we found out taht taufiq was "shot".. so ms wong was so happy tat taufiq was "dead".. lol.. >.< ..i tot dickson neo will also be shot dead..but so sad he din..i was so angry..i wanted him dead so terribly so tat during chinese class it will be so damn peaceful..without dickson neo the world is so peaceful..hahas..bleah.. guess wad.. next mth on the 15 mi and eliz bet will be concluded.. hahas.. i told her i will win!! he still haven ask mii fer patch.. and he will never de lor.. caux he tell me before tat tis year streaming so he also wun really be lookin forward to another relationship.. its kinda of raining and my sis friend is at my house doing some "project" on my fav TIRAMISU.. hahas.. mua mum is teachin dem how tuu make pratically.. hopefully i will get my portion..so sian..monday got full dress rehersal..den no info yet.. jux called wei ting but she also dunno.. so she ask rachel furx..im so damn bored.. i wanna go out.. buden no one can pei me lor.. i wanna go bugis.. but also mux wait untill next friday den can.. den next thursday got speech day untill so late.. hyas..='(

2006-04-04T05:30:00.000-07:00

hi3.. hahas.. whee.. today woke up kinda late den make my dad also late.. hahas.. walau.. my grandma alarm clock keep ringing like siao lor.. den i cannot sleep well.. hyas.. so sway.. aniwae.. i wanna get sick!! so i keep walkin under the rain.. den walau.. why he must march there?? den i will see him lor.. caux tats the onli way i can walk under the rain to go tuu my cca room lor.. hyas.. its not fate tat i will always bump into him lor.. i jux hate the sight of him.. i wanna forget about him and the only way is tat he will stop appearin in front of me!! if only god will fulfill my wish so tat he will not appear in front of me.. hyas.. lets drop the topic about him.. >.<>.<

2006-04-03T05:28:00.000-07:00

hi3.. today actually morning happie de..caux my dear zhi yang won!! hahas.. buden go school my mood jiu swing liao.. walau.. im so gonna get my hands on the guys in my class.. its like the problem they giving me will never end lor.. walau.. hyas.. im like so angry now caux its like walau.. how can he be like tat lor.. its like i really feel like giving him one slap on he's face buden caux i wearing my tie tats why i cannot.. hyas.. its like he damn horny and its like he is changing so much from the time when i even noe him.. now i really am putting my feelings down.. i mean my feelings to him.. but i really hope i wun have tuu see him ever again.. but how? i mean i dun wanna transfer to other school caux of such matters.. its like so ridiculous.. walau.. den summore he tell inside info sae tat the more he see me the more he hates me.. its like walau.. he tink he so handsome meh? i mean like the more i see him the more i will like him! its like he so thickskin and now i really hate him!! and i swear!!! i really give up my dreams.. of being wif him.. its all torn and shattered.. and i believe i can find a better guy hu will love me fer hu i am and not fer wad i am.. raining days are such a disaster today.. hyas.. im jux torn and shatterd.. and tmr will be a better day i guess.. >.<

2006-04-01T07:18:00.000-08:00

hi3.. hahas.. today so boring lor..it was surppose to be april fools day buden its on a sat so its like not fun lor..i cant play tricks on anione lor..nobody free tuu pei mii go out todae..hyas..and im listenin tuu 5 colours in her hair so mani times..hahas.. eat alot durin lunch.. omg.. im so gonna put on weight liao.. caux i never eat breakfast mahs..den mux wait untill i finish tution go home den wait fer my dad tuu cum home.. den we go out around 2 plus.. walau.. today have 2 tution again lor.. sian sia.. den i sit so long lor.. den my body today ache like hell.. hahas.. den still go my ah ma house.. caux 2 weeks never go le.. so mux go see her mahs.. later she angry i die.. hahas.. den go get my straws from my kuzzie.. den i foldin stars now.. stoopid mii go cut my nails liao.. den now verii hard tuu press lor.. hyas.. stoopid idiotic dickson neo.. make lao niang so angry.. idiot lor..i ask him spill wad he tryin tuu tell mii yesterday in school he dun wanna spill out.. den waste my msg on him!! aghh!! den im so not gonna tok tuu him le.. untill he is willin tuu spill out everything.. if not i wun tok tuu him.. and i also dun mind nort tokin tuu him.. he also not important tuu mii liao.. he is a vip(very-idiotic-pig) >.<>.<

2006-03-31T06:28:00.000-08:00

hi3.. today is a veri tiring day and a damn hot day!! morning already kena boring maths class liao.. den later p.e run 2.4 den i gen ade sae we run together liao.. buden she kinda of pang sei me after tat.. hyas.. so sad lor.. den its like i had tuu run kinda of alone caux i was laggin behind.. den later bren stop and wait fer me den we run together caux ade also pang sei her.. hahas.. den we walk and run.. den walau.. i run untill my cheek damn red and my leg muscle damn pain lor.. hyas.. den after recess jo got later from (shall not mention).. hahas.. den its like she keep askin mii how tuu reply lor.. lol.. the bad thing about the guy is tat he is in npcc lor.. hahas.. maybe not bad fer anione but me.. hahas.. den later go IT lab do IPW.. sian siah.. den the chart also haven been print out yet.. den after IPW got english test lor.. wahhh.. ms wong keep walkin my down dere.. but tats a good thing.. den after lesson i go ask her how she find.. den she tell me she thinks tat i write kinda out liao.. die lor!! buden she sae not confirm also caux she must mark furx.. hahas.. den cca today me and wei ting go tok tuu ms low.. hahas.. she so angry wif sec 1 lor.. hyas.. its normal.. lax year she also like tat tuu us.. den cum home mux eat instant noodle fer dinner lor.. so pathetic..!! sian lor.. now so tired.. better go sleep liao.. hopefully tmr will be a good dae!! =))

2006-03-30T03:52:00.000-08:00

hiee.. today veri angrie wif dickson and friends.. walau.. i jux go back take my file onli den they also in class lor.. den that stupid idiot f***ing loser WILSON YEO(sorry liz) must come out of his own class and started he's constipation again!! WHAT IN THE WORLD HAVE I DONE WRONG TO GET INSULTED BY EUU GUYS!! YOU THINK SO WONDERFUL OF YOURSLEF ISIT? GO BE A WONDER MAN AND START TO FLY AROUND THE WHOLE UNIVERSE TO SAVE PEOPLE LAHS! asshole!! walau.. i so damn angry.. den i even dickson neo also scold.. den he keep denyin he never.. hyas.. den he and gerald like wanna tiao lou.. caux they on the 4th floor den we shout across.. hahas.. so funni.. den he keep cannot hear.. hahas..and now my whole com laggin like hell!! aniwae.. i today so tired lor..i reach home jiu lie on my bed sleep liao.. den my ah ma come wake me and my sis up eat.. hahas.. den i still dun wanna wake up.. den my ahma maid cum wake me up.. den i was like okok.. hahas.. walau.. i dun wanna run 2.4 tmr.. sure fail de lor.. den still have eng test.. i wanna die lor!! clara wong wan whole class tuu pass without anythin wrong lor.. i scared.. den she sae i sure can do it de.. hyas.. hopefully i will run wif ade tmr.. buden she fencing sure will pang sei me de lor.. hyas.. so sad.. but i must pass tmr no matter wad!! of course not cheat.. later will die de.. aniwae.. hope everything will be just fine tmr.. and i hope tat asshole will stop insulting me!!=))

2006-03-29T06:08:00.000-08:00

hiee!! today is kinda of a crappie day but more of a happy kind.. but i was veri chao angry wif my class lor.. walau.. ms hatini already no voice liao.. den euu all keep making her so angry wif the class and make her shout when she cant even shout..euu all really very horrible lor.. at least respect her can? why must make the whole class so no face and make every teacher that comes into our class to shout and scream at us like mad dogs?? hyas.. its like so horrible of euu people lor.. hahas.. 2/2 kena scoldin like siao by mr mahatir today lor.. hahas.. den i heard tat bobby kena hit by MR ONG at he's butt.. lol.. =)) aniwae.. i guess im so gonna fail fer my geog test lor.. hyas.. den hear the mrs sheri nag again.. and im verii happie tat im startin tuu ferget him le.. yea!! and BRENDA EUU STILL OWE ME A CUP OF SLURPEE!! i wun ferget wad euu owe me de lor!! so euu dun always gei wif me!! aniwae val wan me tuu sae tat she is the best!! hahas.. =)) hopefully tmr will be a more wonderful day..=))

2006-03-28T03:27:00.000-08:00

hiee!! today is such a tiring day lor.. hyas.. im like not listenin tuu mr mahatir durin science class.. hahas.. i was drawin baby tasmanian devil.. walau.. den 2/4 gals all sing song lor.. den so out of tune.. hahas.. me and eliz down dere keep sayin about them.. and mr leong kinda cool when he blowin he's "sexy-phone".. hahas.. aniwae.. ade help me write a letter lor.. askin all the questions tat i wanna noe.. but i din get my answers back.. i feel so sad.. im so tired.. but i wun give up no matter wad.. no matter how tired i am.. im willin tuu waiit.. fer him tuu change he's mind or he's parent's.. i really would appreciate if he could jux reply all the questions!!!! as days go by im feelin more confuse and im thinkin of so many things in my mind.. i feel so tortured.. the pain im carring wif me.. my whole life.. i noe i should jux stop thinkin but i jux cant control it.. im in pain..somemore tmr got geog test lor.. so sians.. =(( *cries* *in pain*

2006-03-27T03:36:00.000-08:00

hie! today considered a not so wonderful day fer me bahx.. caux my darlin val never go school.. so i no partner lor.. so loner today.. den keep being so extra.. hyas..aniwae.. i cried over it again lor.. i dunno why buden its like when kor started tuu tell me wad u-noe-hu gonna do tuu make me forget about him i really damn sad lor.. walau.. den i started tuu cry.. i tried tuu forget about him and start my new life buden its of no use lor.. im too into tis relationship lor.. it was said tat he's parent read all his msg lor.. den its either he break wif me himself or his parents will help.. its so totally unfair to me.. i cried and cried untill like my eyes have no more tears.. hyas.. its so damn sad..=( no one understands me.. the pain im goin thru.. the only way im tuu forget about everythin is for me to get a car crash i guess.. or get a brain wash.. i cant stop myself lookin at him.. my eyes cant stop it.. i really love him alot.. but he dosent love me tat much.. im willin to wait fer him.. but he told gor tuu tell me tuu forget about him.. and its impossible for us to be together again.. tears are comin down my eyes again i guess.. im happy in the outer side of me but im sad in the inner side of me.. why must the world torture me like tat? why? why? i want my answer.. im still waitin fer him tuu change his mind.. im willing to wait.. no matter how long.. maybe untill i forgotten about everythin in this whole world.. i will wait.. even when he had a change of hart.. untill i really wanna give up.. but i guess i wun love anione else as much as hym..

2006-03-26T04:41:00.000-08:00

hiee!! hahas.. im so happy i manage tuu do a wonderful job of my blogger!! whee.. hahas.. i promised val tat i will change mine wif her a few months later.. hahas.. i very happy today.. hahas.. i went tuu her house tuu help her make her blog and mine.. den her sis insisted tat we make one for her too.. hahas.. den i stayed at her house untill 6 plus den i decided tat i should go home scared mua mummy worried.. den val send me tuu the bus stop buden the bus came quite fast so we din wait fer long.. den when it reach the interchange i saw joseph lor.. he saw me buden he pretended he din saw me.. hahas.. den we alighted at the same bus stop.. the one outside our school.. den we tok while walkin to my traffic light.. hahas.. when i finally reach home.. im like home sweet home!! hahas.. its a rather fun and good day i guess.. aniwae.. i heard a veri BIG NEWS which i shouldnt say tuu prevent from gettin any trouble.. but its a inside info de.. aniwae sooner or later people also will noe.. so must as well euu peeps go find out urself!! wahahahahas.. =X

2006-03-25T07:18:00.000-08:00

hi..jux tryin out..